my darlings

 Ellie Sarah at 20 months

Nicholas Kent at 20 months

I love these two.  They burst my heart every single day.  This motherhood stuff is incredibly hard and impossibly joyous.  

This work is shaping me, changing me.  I am far from the person I was four years ago, and it is good. With each day; every tantrum every snuggle every diaper every night-waking every meal every kiss, I am becoming more like the woman my Heavenly Father wants me to be---knows I can be.

And for this I am grateful.